S-E-X!!

Thats right, sex, I'm talking about it and to be honest it is a topic that I have been struggling with. I'm a virgin, yes, but recently I have been wondering if it is worth it. I believe that your virginity is something special that you give to your husband and that a husband gives to his wife, yet the more I look at today's society the more I realize that the possiblity of me finding a husband who is going to be a virgin when we get married is a very slim chance. I talked it out and prayed over it and have talked to many people about my feeling on the matter, but the more I think about the more I begin to realize that this thought is a problem.
We, and I say we because I am fully included, but we tend to not talk about sex because we are afraid to talk about what society has made sex to be! AND I'M SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS THAT IS A PROBLEM! We need to be open and talk about these thing otherwise we are not going to know what sex was made for and what it is really going to be like.

I had a great talk tonight with a friend who was just recently engaged and was sharing her experiences with her future husband and how she is so excited that they both waited & can't wait to have that moment together to share! And that is exactly what I want my first time to be like, and I can not wait. And that sex, the sex that God intended for a husband and his wife is what I'm waiting for, NOT the thing that society has named sex.

One love,
a.



sorry if that was too graphic & you see me as a little child and the things I just said freaked you out, but they needed to be said!